Overdue

How dare I go that long with out blogging!!! Uncalled for! You know, I actually saw today when I logged in that they now have blogger mobile?? I looked into it and it looks like a piece of shit. I mean it would be pretty legit if I could plug a keyboard into my phone.. (which essentially I might as well just sit at my damn computer) but there is no stinking way I am typing out on my phone blogs! It would take forever! And my phone is just so lame. I mean, I like it...but I will never get another touch screen unless it has a keyboard also. Sometimes it just won't work, and when I push a certain letter a completely different one will show up on the screen. Drives me beyond batty.

I just have to say that Axton is a complete Momma's boy today. I gotta tell you something super funny that happened the other.. Axton and I were playing hide and go seek. I was hiding behind the bathroom closet door that was slightly closed, and I heard Axton running down the hall. He came into the bathroom, didn't notice me, then walked over to the toilet, put the lid up..looked in and said, Where you Momma? hahahahaha P.S. That was the worst run on sentence in the universe I am aware of such things. It's called..too lazy to figure out what I should say instead.

Oh gol! I got my tattoo done as you probably know...It is finally done healing. Man oh man, definitely was a bitch healing one on my leg. I had to do 3 12hr shifts in a row right after getting it. Didn't even think about the fact that I'd be on my feet all day walking/running around. Soo sore! But I'm in love with it. She looks great:

I go back on Tuesday to finish it up! I can't wait to see her all finished..however, I am in no mood to deal with the sore leg all over again :( At least I'm doing it the day after my 3 in a row 12hr shifts so I have a buncha days off. Course I'll put pics up via FB and on here to show you :)

Next line of business. Just a few random things. So, doing the 12hr shifts at work I really am loving it. I love only working 3 days a week, having 4 off, but still being full time. The only problem is that staying up until 230AM literally kills me. I get home at 3a and up w/ the kids at usually 8ish-9ish..(course there are the days where they get up super early or super late). At first I was drinking an energy drink at night at work to keep me awake, but that got way to extreme. I can get really effected by a can of soda, so an energy drink made me feel like my pulse was riverdancing and I was so fidgety and crazy that I just didn't like it. So then I was trying different approaches to staying awake and not being a crazy fool. I tried this all natural drink :

Tasted like absolute shit. Don't recommend it in the slightest. I literally only had 2 drinks so I can't even say if it worked or not. First drink: "ewww what the fuck" Second drink (course just to make sure it was gross): "Ewww what the fuck!" So, then I decided I would try the 5 hour energy which I was very very hesitant to do. I thought it would seriously jack me up so bad everyone at work would think I did about 60 lines of cocaine prior to walking in since I would be talking like a god damn auctioneer. Also I didn't want to run into the problem of drinking it too early and then having mad crash time end of my shift OR drinking it too late and laying in bed at 3am like a dumb dumb not able to sleep. I can actually report that I love the 5 hour energy! It doesn't make me all crazy hyped up..it just makes it so you don't feel tired at all and keeps you going. It doesn't make me feel over the top awake, it just makes me feel "normal" alert and awake. Now the taste of them 5 hour energy? YUCK CITY! When I drank my first one I was outside with two ladies who I bring out for their ciggies twice in my shift. They laughed so hard at the face I made when I drank it that the one lady said I had to change her undies when we got inside cuz she "dribbled". That is the same lady that said she could be rich if she could video tape me for a day and sell it. Yesterday she described me as "such a loving young lady with a lot of heart..but weird and random as all hell" HAHAHAHAHA! Sounds pretty accurate. She also told me for the first time last night that she loves me :) She said she thinks of me as her granddaughter and has the same love for me as if I was her own. Made me really happy. I'm glad I can interact with the residents in such a way that they know I care, and I can be myself in front of them and they see the real me. I'm not close with any of my grandparents at all...which is really sad but I'm not. I can honestly say that some of the residents I am closer to then I have ever been to any of my grandparents. It kind of makes me really sad cuz I wish I had the kind of relationship with my grandparents as I do with a couple of the residents at work. I mean, if you think about it, it's kinda messed up. I feel closer to some elderly folks that have been a part of my life for 5 months then I do to my grandparents that have been a part of my life for forever? I guess I don't really have much else to say about that. Regardless, I brought Axton and Zaidyn up to the nursing home last weekend to meet some of the residents. Zaidyn shit her pants literally 1 second into walking in the door and of course I just left the diaper bag in the car cuz why would I need it if I was only going to be inside for a MAX of a half hour? Zaidyn is happy literally 99.9% of the time..smiling and/or laughing. When she saw the old guys...she got the saddest look on her face like she was so scared!!!!! Axton just wanted to run up and down the halls goin all crazy. But at least now some of the residents I'm close with can put a face to the names even though I show them pics all the time!

Next line of business..this stuff:

Came across it at the store and thought I would try it. I like coffee stuff but making coffee in the morning I always forget I make it. And I don't drink anything fast..I drink everything slow as snail pace so my coffee always gets cold when I do remember I made some. So..this stuff?? SOOOOOOOOOOO DELICIOUS! Put ice in a glass pour this over WABAM. Done. Delicious. Honestly. My new fav stuff.

Next line of business. Daycare. So when my Mom got a new job in the cities, I had to find daycare. Well it was NOT an easy task let me tell you. Finally FINALLY found one that I really like and everything has been going super duper good. Last night when Cody picked up the kids, they gave him a letter saying they are moving to Wisconsin Dells and the last day they will be able to watch the kids is April 27th. Are you fucking kidding me??????? They have only been there for 3 weeks! Why the FUCK would they even accept Axton and Zaidyn in if they knew they were going to be moving? And why wouldn't they tell me that????????? I'm so pissed! I think that is so disrespectful and stupid. So now I have to start searching ALL over again. I'm so upset about this! Seriously!!!!! I talked to at least 18 day cares before finding this one for the kids. Cooooooooool. I wish I could find one ASAP and not bring them back to the one they are at now cuz I'm so pissed I don't know if I'll be able to keep my damn mouth shut when I see them next.

So, Zaidyn's first tooth popped through yesterday!! When she woke up yesterday AM and smiled so large and in charge as usual..I saw it and was sooo excited! My baby girl is getting so big! She started crawling this week and her first tooth!?! Where is the time going!!!!!! Yesterday two pregnant girls at my work came in for a visit (they used to work there but no longer do) and I kinda got baby fever not gonna lie. I hate being pregnant but how fun! Feeling the baby move and stuff! I miss it. Nothing else about it though. So, last night when I got home from work..I went in to look at the kiddos and it was like 395839 degrees in the room cuz the space heater was on full blast daddy style. What did I do besides turn it down? Naturally I used Axton's sweat to spike his hair and then snap pics:

That is all.