Oh for PITS SACK!

Good god some people!! Alright so, I apologize for having to change my URL AGAIN! It wasn't because of dipwod of the nation commenting on my last post. (I will get to that in a sec). It was because someone...(I don't really want to say names but then again I don't give a rip rally roodles but I will be nice) lets call her....Wanda. lol Wanda. Gol out of all names I choose Wanda. Regardless, Wanda and I used to be friends...Wanda currently dates Cody's cousin. (not trying to give any hints away or anything here). Well anyhow, we used to be friends. We stopped being friends because her best friend moved back up here from Texas (again not trying to give hints or anything) and I basically fell of planet earth to her. I knew it was going to happen, that once she moved back up here that Wanda basically would go back to spending all her extra time with her best friend. I was fine with that even though it kind of felt she was using me to hang out with someone while her best friend was not around. Regardless..we just kinda lost touch but I didn't really think anything of it..it just was what it was. MONTHS later after not talking at all, I find out that the reason she stopped talking to me was because I stated all my friends live in Milwaukee. Okay? Are we in 2nd grade here? For one, I don't believe I would ever say that. I might have mentioned the fact that majority of my friends live in Milwaukee when I was saying that I kind of wanted to move back there..but I would never say ALL OF MY FRIENDS LIVE IN MILWAUKEE AND NONE OTHER THEN MILWAUKEE. Obviously because that is just not true. Regardless, I found the reasoning out through Cody who found out through his cousin who dates WANDA. This kind of really pissed me off. For one, you say I said this..but don't care enough about our friendship to talk to me about it, instead you just cut me out of your life??? Pretty sure communication is key to anything in life and this was huge MISCOMMUNICATION. If she would have just talked to me about it, things would have been just fine. So, best friend from Texas moves home, I get pushed to the curb, then completely ignored for months because of a comment I supposedly made...and once again I am the bad guy. Whatever, I never said anything to her about it because I try to avoid drama at all costs and if she couldn't even come to talk to me about it then I guess our friendship wasn't that important anyways, right? Eventually I deleted her and her best friend off of facebook along with Cody's cousin just because I know she has the password to that. I didn't want her knowing about anything in my life because why should she? So yesterday when I was at work I get a call from Cody and he is upset. Well WANDA was at work..and Cody's brother happened to be there as well. WANDA decided she would tell Cody's brother all the stuff I was writing in my blog about the Cody and my situation going on. Also, telling him that he needs to convince his brother to leave me. LET ME MAKE SOME COMMENTS HERE...if you don't want to be apart of my life WANDA, why the FUCK are you reading about it? She obviously still had the url to my blog..and kept tabs on me that way. Then had the balls to talk to Cody's brother about MY life in which she knows NOTHING about. I don't think so batman. I am not too sure if she thought she was ratting on me orrrr?? Newsflash of the century, CODY ALREADY KNOWS HOW I FEEL! Cody wasn't upset about what I wrote...necessarily.....he was just upset that I was disclosing such personal stuff to whomever. Which is understandable. So as my blood was boiling I obviously text her furious words...course didn't get a response but then again I didn't really expect one. All I gotta say is, who the hell does that? What did I ever do to her? Cuz I deleted her off facebook? Woo freaking hoo who cares you didn't think our friendship meant anything anyways if you couldn't even talk to me about something that was bothering you enough to freaking end it. So anyways, I changed the url because I'd prefer WANDA stay out of my stinking business. Thats all.

On to "Anonymous" lady commenting on my shit. I just don't even know what to say about this. For one, when she first responded she stated that she was from states away, doesn't know me, and is a 54 year old Christian who was hoping I would allow her to give some perspective on some things I wrote. Okay....1. Hoping I would allow? When did I get the opportunity to say yes or no? I think she kind of just assumed I wanted to hear what she had to say. 2. 54 year old Christian? What does her being a Christian have anything to do with anything? This is one thing that really frustrates me about SOME religious people. It's almost like it's a label. Well, if I state that I am a christian I basically am labeling myself as a good person..which HELLO is NOT always the case. Her religious status in life has no relevance to absolutely anything. It basically would be like me saying, "Hi, I'm 24, drive a red car, and I'm going to negatively criticize absolutely everything you fucking said in your last post" At least I can say that I am understanding of the fact that not everyone lives their life in the same manner and I understand that everyone has their own opinion. What was frustrating to me about what she said was that she basically made me feel like I'm some kind of terrible person, terrible mother, and I need to get my shit together. I would have to say that I certainly do have my shit together, I am far from a terrible person, and I am far from a terrible mother. I just couldn't believe half of the shit she was saying. Let me give an example. So, she was saying that "selfish is taking the kids away from their father, they should have a 24hr relationship with their father always and forever" This is the most absurd thing I have ever read in my life. One, with how Cody and my schedules are, he would actually have the kids MORE then I would...and she just assumes the opposite. So its automatically me being selfish because I'm taking them away from their father, when they would be spending more time with him then they would with me. SUCK A DICK LADY. 2nd off, Who the h has a 24hr relationship with their father always and forever? Unless you are stuck up your Dad's asshole, I just don't forsee that ever happening?? For anyone???? How can anyone honestly say that their own happiness doesn't matter just because you have kids? I, oh man, I just don't even know what more I can say. I would have to say that I was frustrated that she made me feel I had to explain myself to her..when I don't have to explain myself to anyone on planet earth, let alone a human I don't even know and doesn't even know me. I responded to her anyways, just because everything she said I basically disagreed with. I must say I handled myself well, didn't say fuck you one single time, and also was very adult about it. I really thought she would have some balls to respond to my response...but I guess she has balls. After I read her response I just said oh what the fuck ever lady c ya. Does she honestly think that her "perspective on things I wrote" would magically change how I feel and the world would be a better place because a family was kept together?? Newsflash of the century...I'm a very strong willed person, and hardly anyone would have an effect on my views on things...let alone someone who I don't even know...who decides to absolutely tear apart everything I wrote like she's some sort of bad ass that is so much better then me. What if she is reading this? LOL. Whatever. I'm over it. I think I'm done now.

P.S. Axton counted to 5 today!!!!!!!! Also he knows about 50% of the alphabet! The kid hardly talks AT ALL..but he knows his numbers and his letters!