Who needs it anyways?

When I ask..."who needs it anyways" I am referring to sleep. The amount of sleep..or lack there of lately, is just getting unbearable. I know I know that once she comes I will be shorted sleeping time as well..but at least in the time that I CAN sleep..I will. Right now I'm just not sleeping AT ALL. I am so exhausted mentally and physically. I can't think straight to save my stinkin life! The other night I was literally WIDE awake from 1am to 6am. I couldn't even just lay there and try to sleep. Impossible. My braxton hicks are so intense that laying in bed just hurts because its like my stomach is stinkin concrete every 5 minutes. Last night was a little better because I was actually able to fall asleep...but I was up every hour to take a whiz. EVERY HOUR. For some reason after Cody leaves for work in the morning is when I can get some serious sleep in. Meaning...for 2 hours straight with out waking up. Then of course I get woken up from my "deep sleep" with a little guy making something like dinosaur noises? Regardless of how tired I am in the morning and how much I do not want to get out of bed..I still love seeing my little guy first thing in the morning. He's just so stinkin cute I tell ya. Anyhow, my next doctors appointment is tomorrow and it will be a week and a day since my last cervical check. I am HOPING, PRAYING, PLEADING that I have made some progress. Any progress. Even 1cms worth of progress. It gives me hope. Even if it really, in all reality, means nothing.