1. I found out I was pregnant with Axton
2. I kicked my habit of smokin cigs.
How crazy to think that two years ago I was literally shitting my pants at the thought that I was growing a little human inside me, when I didn't even know if I wanted kids!! I was freaking out about how I was going to tell my mom, and I was freaking out about what the heck I was going to do about my internship I just got accepted to take at a hospital in downtown Milwaukee in Radiology. Sooo many decisions had to be made in such a short period of time. On top of the massive amount of stress, I had to kick my habit of smoking. I didn't smoke A LOT..but probably a pack every 3 days? Maybe? I don't recall. Either way, it was a bad time to quit the one thing that relieved stress. Either way, I did it...its been two years and I haven't even had one single pufferoo. I think if Cody ever saw a cig to my mouth anyways, he would be absolutely disgusted and would never want to see me again. This made it very easy to not start smoking again after Axton was born. Speaking of which, last night I had a dream that Cody was smokin cigs behind my back. Quite bizarre because he is absolutely in every way disgusted by cigarettes and would NEVER and I mean NEVER smoke. Regardless..just thought I would share what was going on in my life two years ago today. I think I will probably always remember June 10th.
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