Me

I am happy to report that for the first time in 2 years I finally feel like "me" again. Wooofta. I thought I had really lost myself in all of the changes I was encountering but in fact, I am still here. I may be a lot different, but attribute those differences to the amount of growing I have done as a person. I honestly can't really explain this "back to me" feeling...but let me just say that it is wonderful. I seriously think having Zaidyn knocked my brain back right or something. For the last two years I had the hardest time putting my thoughts and feelings into actual words..and now I can't stop. It is like everything is pouring out of me at once. As great as all this feels..I also feel like I am being very analytical of everything in my life. With good there is always bad I suppose. I do admit, my brain is on fire and I am very very very confused. But..I also am sooooooooo happy that I feel like I am busting at the seams of my own skin. <-- I really don't think I have ever made such a true statement. If I could..(which I guess I could) I would run and dance and jump and groove down the streets screaming at the top of my lungs with joy. I can't even sleep at night because I have so much going on in my brain..so much that I can't even hardly sort it all out. Anyway, busy day for me today so tootles!