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It has been awhile since I have written, but I really don't have anything rad to say to be quite frank. Life is going great! Zaidyn is going to be a month old already tomorrow which is just so hard to believe! Time is flying by! Since it has been a month, it is safe to say that I am now comfortably adjusted to life with 2 kids. Zaidyn enjoys being held ALL. THE. TIME. which makes some things a bit tricky. She wasn't like that at first but in the last week it just seems that if she is awake then she wants to be held and/or eating. I would really enjoy finding some time to actually manage taking a shower??? Zaidyn sleeps so long at night that during the day she takes cat naps..20 minutes at absolute most. When Axton goes down for a nap and she is sleeping I know I have a short limited amount of time to get something worthy accomplished. It seems as if lately I've had to choose between a shower or some sort of cleaning task. I've opted for the cleaning task because when my place is messy it drives me nuts. A lot more nuts then me not taking a shower. Today, for instance, I have chosen to write a blog instead of shower. But I may still try to fit a shower in. I'm desperate for one! I think it is about time to write a post and spill my guts about some feelings deep inside in a jar with the lid nicely and tightly closed. Not today of course..but relatively soon. I find my mind so jumbled these days anyways that it is kinda hard to sort my even on the surface feelings out let alone the real deep ones. Getting them out in writing seems to help figure them out so I'm looking forward to that free time to be able to do so. All in all, life is so good, and I am really happy with how things are going right now!