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Ugh, its just one of those days. I'm so glad it is actually sunny out otherwise I'm not sure I would have made it through the day! I have nothing really extravagant to update on, but I thought I would just say that some people really stinking irritate me. I have really really really tried to not let anything/anyone irritate me because what the heck is the point. Sometimes, it just doesn't work.

I had a doctors appointment on Monday and everything went fairly well. Her heart rate was 141. He said I had to start coming every 2 weeks now...CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!! Since I have to drive bout a half hour to get to the doctor he said it wouldn't do any harm if I wanted to do 3 weeks and then 3 weeks making it two appointments instead of 4. Anything to save gas money eh? Apparently the sugar levels in my urine were extremely high. At one of my doctors appointments it was 100 when "normal" is 0. Yesterday it was 500. Well what in the h-e-double hockey sticks. I give up. I just can't believe she will be here so soon! I am getting very excited to meet her, but not excited what so ever about the following:

1.South of the border pain that for me lasted quite a long time.
2. When they massage your uterus after you have the baby to make sure it contracts down. YUCK.
3.Peeing and having to use the squirt bottle thing.
4.The beginning of breastfeeding where it literally makes your toes curl it hurts so bad.
5. The contractions you feel the first couple times of breastfeeding because its the same hormone that drops your milk as it is to make you have contractions. YUCK.
6. Labor in general?
7. Milk coming in. My tots were literally kickballs and I was in soooo much pain!

I try not to think of the above statements but the time is coming near, so how can I not!?!??! When I get into one of the "ewwwwww I don't wanna!" stages of my thinking when it comes to baby Zaidyn..I try to snap the heck out of it and think about how fun it will be to watch Axton meet his little sister and how much more love my heart will be filled with loving my son AND my daughter!