Friday, April 9, 2010

Ohhh Life.

Greetings fellow homosapiens,

There is always something to deal with, for real. If its not a money problem, its a pooping problem. If it isn't a pooping problem it is a headache problem, school problem, neighbor problem, maintenance problem, table problem etc etc. I am sick of it. Why can't everything just be happy go lucky. Why does the world revolve around money. Drives me nuts.

Good Note: I got accepted for the renal dialysis technician program in September
Bad Note about the good note: I will have class from 8am to 12:55pm and have to work second shift so that will be from 2:30pm to 10:30pm. When am I going to ever see my son. Yes it is temporary but STILL. Breaks my heart thinking about it
Good Note: I'm still madly in love with my boys :)
Bad Note: figuring out a money situation for the next month of my maternity leave is horrid. Yuck. Hate it.
Good Note: Axton woke up today with 10 extra rolls on his legs.
Bad Note: Ants are back. I Have a bugphobia not joking.
Bad Note: This equals massive amounts of anxiety attacks. Yes, even with ants.

Now, I must speak of PMS. Cody hasn't experienced dealing with this for quite some time. Oooooh my goodness. Before Axton, I never really got PMS at all. Now, its full bore. Woofta. I think today I have gotten mad for no reason at least 100 times. I mean really, whats even wrong with getting mad at EVERY. LITTLE. THING? Pfff, In Cody's words, "I think every woman PMSing should be put into a box and put in a room where no one on the outside world should have to deal with them" I can't be that bad can I? Granted, once second I am SOOO happy and smiling and laughing...then I see an ant and my face gets red and I am screaming. It could be worse I told him, I could be Bi-Polar and be like this every day :) :)

4 comments:

Jessie said...

you must have taken after mothers pms ;)

Maya said...

Thanks Jessie.

kristi noser said...

Post-partum depression can't be discounted here. Your hormones are in an uproar right now.
Hope you feel more like yourself soon, love you girl!

erin said...

1. What Kristi said. You're still upsideways when it comes to hormones.
2. My PMS quadrupled after SJ's birth, too. Sorry.
3. Jessie, Just you wait. :)