EEEEWWWWWW!!!!!!!!

This picture is the nightmare that happened to me. Last night I arrived back at home at around 1am, and as I was walking to my room I felt something wiggling around in my pants around my thigh area. I immediately started freaking out because I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE bugs. As I grabbed this moving creature I realized it was a HUMUNGOUS bug. I grabbed it with my fingers and did everything in my might not to scream ridiculously loud. I started breathing so fast and my heart felt as if it was going to pop out of my chest. I told myself "its only a bug calm down calm down its not good for the baby to freak out like this calm down calm down" Well that didn't work. I was freaking the heck out. It could have been a freaking black widow spider for all I knew. This thing felt like it had 200 legs 6 sets of wings, 100 stingers, and 6 lbs of gooey stuff on its body (so my mind was telling me). I had this creature squished between my fingers and I had to take my pants off while holding on to this bug to refrain it from going any further. I was honestly deathly afraid of what I was going to find. Most people who know me know that I hate bugs more than anything in the entire world. I could see a black bear and think..oo thats kinda scary maybe I should go elsewhere. But I see a little beetle and I feel helpless like I should surrender my life. Regardless. When my pants were finally off, I started putting them inside out to see what was on the inside and THIS IS WHAT I FOUND :(:(:(:(:(:(:( It took me 3 hours to fall asleep last night because I felt like I had been tortured to the point of no return. It was like carma in its worst form but I couldn't think of anything I've done lately to deserve such things. Maybe thats what I get for not hanging out with my sister yesterday :( I really really hate bugs.
P.S. My friend Mandy set me up with a nice gentleman this weekend and we had lots of fun! More details later however. I'm too mortified about the bug to think straight right now.